31.12.2008 – «L’année où tout changea pour le meilleur: Huit ans en arrière, j’ai pris une décision qui changea ma vie, mon coeur et ma direction. Aujourd’hui, je désire partager avec vous ce petit bout de moi à travers ces mots sortis de mon coeur, directement après mon adoption par mon Père céleste.
The year where all has changed for the best: Eight years ago, I have made a decision which has changed my life, my heart and my direction. Today, my desire is to share with you a piece of me through these words who came out of my heart, after my adoption by my Heavenly Father.»
There are many difficult things,
In life nothing is easy.
All these things that are kept in us,
Can only harm us.
We stand against any attention,
And that’s not normal.
It was difficult for me to let go,
Fortunately, I get rid of this crisis.
I need so much to feel His love,
His presence which loosens my heart,
But doubt keeps coming,
And settles down as a sister.
I want to tell it to leave,
Go, leave and do not come back.
And this guilt that spoils me,
This forgiveness that I cannot accept
And yet my conscience tells me:
This reality is your life and you are wasting it.
You can be forgiven,
You’re not condemned to remain damned.
I need help with my problems
Because I want to get out of it
And I want this faith to grow
In my heart, in my life
And let it be my line of sight.
I go out of my bed to live my life
And to show with whom I bind myself.
For love, forgiveness and all these gifts
(That) it is good do not to have to deserve them,
There are so big,
Majestic, wonderful and shared.
Thank you Lord for your kindness,
I still have a hard time to realize.